Dyan na lang

Mag-isa akong umuwi kahopon dahil iba ang aking sinasakyan sa aking mga kasama. Hindi ko na napigilang na lumipad ang aking isipan sa mga nangyari. Naisipan ko na rin na isulat dito ang mga dumaan sa aking isipan.



Noong nakasakay na ako sa jeep sa Philcoa, naalala ko lahat ng mga nangyari
I remembered how much i miss you
Noong humanities week
Missing how great it was before
Kung gaano naging napakasaya nito
Missing how happy we were
Na walang ginagawa
Enjoying each other's company
Na walang iniisip
Nothing but your happiness
Ni hindi nga kailangan magisip
Because I thought you were happy
Walang ginawa kundi mag saya
Making me feel like i need nothing more
Maliban na lng sa dikum
All great except when we fight
Kung saan kami kinain
Where we slowly fell apart
Ngunit halos lahat ay kinain
But i thought we would go stronger after all this
Sa tug of war
And everything was ok
Kahit nagkapaltos-paltos ang mga kamay
And even if sometimes it hurts
Mas nadama ang tamis ng tagaumpay
It was all compensated being happy with you
Naglaro at nagpalipas ng oras
Having the best conversations
Tamaang tao(touchball)
Learning new things each time we talk
Nasunog ng araw
Loving and hating the sun
At mamaya maya na lang
It was all gone
Hindi na napansin
After waking up, I saw myself dead, murdered in my sleep
Lumubog na pala ang araw na kaninang kay taas
Pushed away and you forced yourself to forget
Kasama ng mga kaibigan
Alone and left with nothing
Lahat ng problema ay nakakalimutan
Because you were everything


Ayaw pang umuwi
I don't want to forget
Kahit sobrang pagod na
All because how you make me feel
Dahil na rin ayaw matigil ang saya
And I was happy when you are
Pero pag kaialangan na talagang matapos ang lahat
Or did it have to end?
Di mapigilan na balikan ang mga nangyari
Even if it hurts to think about it now
Masaya
Silver bracelets and handkerchiefs
Sobrang saya
Wishing to be alone with you, riding magical carousels and seeing you everywhere
Di mapapantayang saya
Talking at night, staying up late having good night sleep
Ang saya saya
And most of the time we were far from each other
:D
So we look at the full moon, enjoying its beauty like we are looking at it together
Yeah
Really long letters
Masaya
Both missing December
Ngunit ngayon ay natapos na
And I'm still wondering why it had to
Siguradong mahihirapan na akong bumalik
Where I have nothing
Nasanay na rin na walang ginagawa
Because Ive had everything with you


Mahina rin siguro utak ko
That's why it is like this
Nasa may Luzon na ako at un lang dumaan sa aking isipan
Four months and im stuck in this old place
Dito, araw araw kong nakikita ang isang nanglilimos
Wishing that you would come back
Parang doon na siya nakatira
Waiting for nothing
Hindi na ata niya maiiwan ang lugar na yun
Because I was happy
Kahit wala nang napapala, sige pa rin sa paglilimos
Despite being sad now
Kalokohan na sigurong manatili siya dito
And I really do try to get out of this foolishness
Pero saan pa nga ba siya pupunta?
I can't see anymore where to go
Anu pa ba ang pede niyang gawin?
There's a lot really and I wish could just forget
Isang pilay at marahil ay may kapansanan sa pagiisip



Sa pagiisip nito, di ko napansin na bababa na pala ako
I wish i could
"Manong dyan na lang po sa may kanto"
I really wish i could
At bumaba na ako sa jeep
I wish I did
Sumakay sa tricycle
And I wrote this
Kahit labag sa aking kalooban na sumakay ay di ko na napigilan
Just to let all this out
Sapagkat pagod na rin ang mga binti
Hoping to be heard
Nakakainis dahil mas mahal pa ang aking nagastos sa trycicle kaysa sa jeep
And after all this, I got replaced
Ngunit wala na rin magagawa
Because now you are happier
Para na rin sa aking kaligtasan dahil gabi na rin naman
You found someone better
Aking naunawaan na ayaw ko pa talaga umuwi sa bahay
And I'll just be happy for you
Di dahil malungkot sa piling ng pamilya
I wish to find someone new
Pero dahil wala nang makausap
But I know I won't anytime soon
"Dyan na lang. Para lang sayo"